Today i was woke up by the sound of a pigeon that stand out side the windows

at the first moment i was scared, because i knew there would be something going to happen

And finally today no super bad thing happen

but i already don't know how long I can last

and how much I can do

...

in past few days, i have done sth that I thought I would never do in my rest of own life, but juz after i tried, I know I was wrong.

may be i reli needa change ...

 

 

conflict exists between what I feel and what I assume

how can I do